"This coachs goal my first year was to "break me", every day of preseason she would pull me into her office and tell me all the things my teammates would say about me. Then be upset it I wasn't receptive to those teammates who would talk s**t about me, she created a toxic team environment to the max. She would constantly lose her s**t and flip out at me, but when it came to other players she would not do the same. She would also cuss me out over something simple such as taking a team photo for my family. Overally she made my first year of collegiate volleyball hell, and overall has become a source of trauma and pain for me. I doubt that I will ever be able to feel normal on a team until I can overcome this trauma. Even now as I play against her team "